I've lost all sense of focus.

I was going to write here tonight but I find I lack the necessary focus. I'm scattered across some serious thoughts and haven't figured out how to settle down into something cohesive. It's too scattered even for some kind of rambling stream of barely connected explanations.

I feel like I've imploded. But the laundry is done, the kids clean, fed, and educated, and I haven't burned the house down yet. So I guess I'm overanalyzing things.

I'm going to try to sleep. Maybe this will make more sense later.