I've been working on generally having a more pleasant and upbeat outlook on everything. Trying to take in success and let go of the failure. It's hard. I've spent years focused on and seeing my failure. This new outlook thing is actually very tiring. it's harder than you might think to change the way my brain automatically thinks.
Having a lot of trouble with that tonight. My body is very sore for no obvious reason. Painfully sore. And I'm still feeling ill. I overate today but it doesn't feel like it - I'm still hungry. And I'm just plain grumpy about the whole thing. Oh, and I didn't exercise today, either.
I'm going to go hit the kitchen, try to stick to a reasonable snack, and go to bed. Throwing in the towel.
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